Monday, August 29, 2005
i nv go sch 2dae... stomach cramp ya... ytd lyk whole day pain le 2dae still pain... de pain juz went away so got out of bed nth to do den come blog lohZ... sianZ sia... whole day at home nth to do de... 2dae nv go sch den oso nth to blog le.. so tok bout ytd ba... ytd... went to but m,y cousin present... bought a wallet 4 him... it's quite hard choosing present 4 some lyk his age... haha... den went to my grandma huse... slack there till my cousin come den we tok... den wrote a letter 4 my cousin in us... miss her alot... she's comin back around nov lyk tat... and my auntie is comin back from japan le... 16 sept... miss her alot oso... den nth to write le... hoilday comin le... so happy... but muz study hard le!!!- again
by jessie=] @ 4:41 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
... upate 2 tym but nv show... aiyo... freakin me men... wrote so many things but cnt be seen... but oso cnt rmb much bout wat i wrote le... oni can rmb wat i wrote ytd... ytd was our match against dunman... our junior win de overall... but 4 de b'gal we lost got 3 match we oni won 1 of dem... so sad... and even b4 de match everybody was sayin tat we sure lose de... they are chung cheng pple and lyk tat say their sch mates... wat kind of pple r they...our skills are not veri gd coz we dun hav senior and therefore no better paring parnter wat... den how de hell can we improve lyk tat... those pple juz open their mouth and start their mean comments about us... but did they ever think how much effort we hav put in for our trainin... they will nv noe and will understand... thought i am quite immume bout it... but it still saddens me to hear pple lyk tat say... wat de... nvm... dun care bout dem... lyk their cca veri gd lyk tat... bu jian de... equally not gd oso de wat... fed up men... ytd match i oni played 4 1 match coz de coach say i veri long nv come le... den got 1 ball i spike and got pt... but de coach say: my cap until now still duno how to jump and spike... but i realli juz duno ma... wat u wan me do... once i jump den my spiking no strength de... not say when i nv jump den veri gd... but at leat when i nv jump better den when i got jump wat... argh!!! but i wana quit vb le... i realli dun lyk de feelin when i go 4 trainin nowadays... it's realli stressful and i feel so unhappy... but again who can understand... telll u tat i wan quit u oso dun believe me... haiZ... no 1 can understand y i wan quit de... coz they r not in my shoe... but den i will feel veri sry 4 ms nora... she say b4 she send me 4 so many courses and obs is coz she hope tat i will develope leadership skills and lead de team... but when i can't even jump and spike how to lead de team... argh.... smt i realli feel so terrible... hate my stupid coach... though i vow tat i wan improve my vb skills... but i juz dun seems to be improving ever since i got dungue... after i got dengue and go back trainin... my skills kinda sux to core... hack care...even u dun believe me...
i am kinda stupid to make a wish tat will nv come true... it's lyk so near yet so far... so possible yet so impossible... ANGELS wher r u??? come out will u!!!
- aiyo... wat's wrong
by jessie=] @ 12:56 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
hmmm... life is so much better now... feel happi n free... though i may be alittle mean by not gg out wif him so often... but we r alot better le... realli... and i love my frenZ and him la... of coz... my frenZ r juz so nice... ns,hf,jea.sw,.... cc oso ba... but she everytym pon tan... haiZ... so sad... duno wat does she wan to do wif her studies... she is realli missin out alot in sch... but i duno her osos... den at first wanted to help her 2dae de... but mr lim came into class and ask marlon 4 absentee... den marlon look at me duno wat to say... den mr lim still keep askin den other pple say out le tat she nv come... den marlon kinda get scolded by mr lim... we tried our best cc... dun lose intrest in sch kkhZ... it's realli not gd to pin everytym de... hope u will dun pon liaoZ.. come back sch ya...hmmm... den nth liaoZ... b'dae comin... so happi... i am gg to be 15 le... hehe... hope all my wish come true
- life is soooh much better
by jessie=] @ 3:58 PM
