pocket full of sunshine

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

well. my life is real boring and nth interesting happened. SIAN can. i finally know the defination of SIAN le can. the only meaningful thing i find myself doing is gg for vb and perhaps if u consider shopping one of it? LOL. ya. went to see the b girls for their last match today. they won but they still can't go onto the next round. hais. fate lar har. but for the sec 3 they still have next. so hopefully they can make it next year. the c girls on the other hand got into the semi finals!!! CONGRATULATION!!! i will try to make it for all the matches ya. JIAYOU!!!

and ya i heard from them today tt cerelia the b division captain captain will have to account to the sch because their team could not make it to the next round. which means tt she will have to to like kinda apologies to the whole sch bcos the volleyball team did not make it to the next round. and like share wif the sch what the vb team went through. i duno but i personally feel tt it's like kinda humiliating. well. i duno lar. thnx god i was nv made to do this last time.

i got cheated by some stupid old uncle-_-'' i went pass that path along the old chang kee and four leave. they set up like stall and they sell sweets o i was like ok since i am gg to see the girls play so buy some sweets for them lor. den i wa slike choosing those fruit plus sweet only cos the rest dun attract me. denit wa slikei didn't choose alot lor. and they told me $5 i was like i can buy duno how many pkt of those sweet else where lo. den the uncle grab another handful of other kind of sweet den put it into the bag and say it free for u. i didn't even hav time to react can. den i was like can i choose those free sweet myself. den he gave me a sweet to try and say tt if it's not nice i dun have to pay. so i tried lo. and it's ok lar. so i was like okok. i will take those sweets. den the uncle was like still wasting my time say what if u dun boyfriend give u another handful. DOTS!!! i was like what has whether i had a bf or not got to do wif the sweets. shit those old uncle!!!! so i said i am rushing for time, so if he is gg to continue ranting i am not gg to buy so i jus pay and left. i didn't actually say tt if he continue rantin lar. but something like tt. haha. okok. forget abt those stupid uncle.

headed to pres to watch their match. coach let most of them played cos tt sch wan't tt gd. and during the second match all i can hear was laughing from the girls. ya. i know it's funny. u will know what i mean when u are there watching. mabel and tammie made the ,most funny noises. DOTS DOTS DOTS!!!

after tt cabbed back to sch. coach paid for the ride. and i oso got a free lunch from him. haha. THANK YOU coach! haha. so help out wif the sec 1 training. i was like still having a big bag of sweet so decided to give them to the sec 1 and i only got thnx u from three pple. no manner isn't it. i know i offered to give it to them but when u receive something isn't it like basic courtesy to jus say thnx u. so i was like complaining to tammie, yunqi and meixi, asking them to tell them next time. and guess what yunqi was like okok, den tried to pull me to the front. she was wanting to ask them to say thnx now. i was like-_-'' dun wan lar. this kind of thank you i den dun wan. okok i know it's like DOTS. cos it doesn't sound very reasonable when u offered to give pple sweet and u expect to get a thank you. and when the older girls take i dun expect anything from them. but i not very close wif the sec 1 ma. and i am jus trying to be nice. okok. wtv wif all those things i am ranting abt. and i still managed to train wif them happily after tt. haha. some of the girls are pretty cute as in the way they behave lar.

and and my muscles are like a little sore after tt little bit of training. gosh! i kind of miss those day when all of our muscles will ache after a session of tough training. i actually kind of miss the feeling of muscle ache. i want and will be gg back to the gym!!! since i am like so free so i shud take this time to exercise and perspire. i miss tt feeling too. and in those where we will get very wet.

they are the ones who made me grow in every single way. mentally and physically. we learnt to be strong and we always try to make ourself feel better in every single way we can despite us not being able to win during a game. a grp of girls wif totally diff character, yet we are able to put aside out differences and play. although it took time b4 we managed to do it. but we did it. of cos there were many quarrels btwn us b4 but i believe it's those quarrels tt made us grow. isn't it. i really miss u girls. when are we able toplay tgt as a team again?

he taught us the skills we needed to play well, and he definatly train us mentally with all his harsh scolding. a coach tt made us dislike and like him.

the tcher which help us grow into the ladies we are now. i believe we love her most of the time=D

and all them which made my sec sch life so memorable. although i only know some of them better like this year. tammie! u shud know i am refering to u. haha.

i said tt was nth interesting to blog abt yet i managed to rant so much. LOL

they are all missed by me! LOL the sleeping bug is getting into me-_-''

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by jessie=] @ 11:46 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

HOHOHO. ytd and today was fun for me. i get to all the things i like doing. eg. SHOPPING. wahaha. ytd went out wif mummy bought a top and bottom. but b4 i choose this particular outfit i had another one in mind but guess what? for some i duno what reason i see some stupid aunties trying on the same outfit as i choose. i was like asking the lady serving us, is this a auntie outfit??? den the lady go NONONO. the clothes we sell are not auntie kind but she say for some she duno what reason there are many aunties who will want to try out their clothes and never but in the end-_-'' den why mus they like try it. okok. i know ladies like to try out clothes but i was pretty bothered by it because i saw at least TWO aunties wanting to try the same outfit as me! GRRRR. so i didn't buy tt outfit in the end and bought another one instead. comfirm this one no auntie tried it out and i doubt any of them will dare to try it out. hehehe. cos AIYO. they just won't buy lar. haha. and after tt mummy brought me for facial!!! call me sk or whatever but it's mine first time lar.-_-'' i thought it was gg to be like super shiok but i teared!!! it was like PAIN LAR!!! the lady was telling me tt mus clear the dirts first b4 they can continue washing my face. *SOBS* but beside the squeesing part everything else was super shiok and nice. i even fell asleep. LOL. and i love u MUMMY!!! haha. okies tt's roughly all abt ytd...

today was suppose to go out wif sw. cc and kx. but kx cnt make it and cc disappeared for some i duno what reason=( very long nv see tt girl le. so it only me and sw. nvm we went ahead to orchard wanted to look for jea and hf but didn't managed to see them. well maybe they are not working today. and ya the hungry jessie requested to have lunch so off we went. and it was abt the time when we were gg for lunch tt sw keep *DIAN* me lar. not once or twice but MANY MANY time!!! i guess there is too much chemistry btwn us le. or maybe she is ATTRACTED to me. LOL. and ya for the rest of the day she kept *DIAN-ing* me can -_-'' anw after our lunch hend came over to look for us den walk ard lo. didn't but anything but his guy no use de. nv help us to stop *DIAN-ing* each other. LOL. ok i know i am suaning him for no reason or whatsoever. ya. but dun care lar=x HAHAHA. den went back cos hend is gg back to sch. so sw and me walk ard np and we bought some stuff!!! i bought earing=) sw bought necklace and belts. yipee!!! at least something today. well else interesting happened. but i do enjoy myself today, esp all the catching up wif that crazy yet my best fren girl. and ya tt guy for allowing us to suan him. haha. thnx u fren=)

my dearest fren=)

and ya i jus suddenly rmb something kaixin which kaixin told me the other day. we were talking abt some i cnt rmb stuff and it happen to link marriage and having babies. we were like saying pple now won't want to get married so young and worse still have babies. and she say if she ever intend to have babies she will set aside abt $5000. now guess why she will want to do tt???( guess first ans is below)

=( i iron until my own leg-_-'' will this scar ever go away. oh . pls it had better go away. LOL.

the ans for qns is: for her to slim down. i know it like -_-'' but come to think of it it's actually quite true. look at SOME of the mums and u will know. i am not saying all mums ok. haha.

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by jessie=] @ 9:54 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

ahhh. finally. free to update. work was ya ya. nth interesting to update abt actually. aunties was all i met so ya. but they are all pretty gd. and one gd thing abt them is tt they have alot of topic to talk abt so ya there will nv be a moment of silence=x a 23 year old dad! i would say he is young and dun even look like dad lar. OMGG! hahas. other then tt nth interesting yet and i will only be working in weekend so i dun have to wake up so early on wekdays and squeese wif those students gg to sch.

and something SO embarassing happen on monday can. after work i was like so tired so when i got on the bus i feel asleep soon after tt. and when i woke up i was already in yishun *some would say i am lucky cos i woke up in time but tt's not all. i was LYING ON SOMEONE SHOULDER. i duno for how long i have been lying in tt position but lucky it's a lady sitting beside me and there is no drooling or whatsoeverr. LOL but the lady didn't wake me up or ant so she is pretty nice isn't it. okok. nvm abt tt. it was abt time for me to get down when i woke up so ya. and when i was waiting for 812 i realised oh shit where is my ez link card. i guess i drop it when i was alighting. argh! lucky i dun nid to make one now, but it also means tt i won't get to keep it. SAD!!! lol. no work also means tt i will be able to go watch my juniors match. YEAH!!!

i jus realised tt i hav brought pretty much stuff recently. but i have yet to buy accesorries for new year. still hunting for them, and bag. nvm bag can wait. haha. shall hunt for them when i next go shopping=) nothing much to rant about actually. so ya. BYE

- yayaya
by jessie=] @ 9:37 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

well i didn't start work today bcos they had some problems wif the setup. nvm bout tt. but i only got to know it after i woke up early in the morning tt's not the worse. the worse was tt i only know tt after i have showered-_-'' so i was practically like so awake already and not able to back to sleep.

know what! it has been duno how many years since i had to wake up so early can, minus the mugging period lar. even during normal school days i oso duno have to wake up so early lar. it will be worse when i have to go there myself ba. i duno. haha.

and since i have woke up already went to chong pang to have breakfast wif my dad. and after went back home. and i realised i left my phone wif my dad. ahhh. so suay isn't it. aiyo. still could not sleep so decided to watch show. and finally the sleeping bug got into me!!! so went to slp.

**and ahhh. i rmb something my bro told me. there was once when i could not get to slp so my bro ask me to go read my textbook. any kind will do. i was like why mus go read textbook when i don't have to study le. he told me cos during ur exam period whenever u start reading u will feel sleepy so now if u go and read those tb u will feel sleepy soon. and ture enough. -_-'' nice suggestion if u pple can't slp in future. haha.

was in my sweet dream when my house phone rang. i was very lazy to go ans de but managed to drag myself and when i was about to reach out for the phone it stop. ahhhh. so i called back and it was some one asking me how to go tp. i was like in my dreamy state from tampinies den take 23. den i started wondering, eh who's this person? cos the voice doesn't sound familar. so i was like u are??? and that person, i am zixian. i was surprised.
cos no 1: we don't really contact each other
no 2: why he suddenly ask me of all his other frens.
ok nvm bout why he ask me. and he ask me go back sleep-_-'' i think i sound too sleepy. paiseh. haha. but could not get back to sleep after tt so went down cos my baby bro is having some kind of performance and he is a tortise! haha. so cute!

and ya nth onteresting le. gg to my grandma later. very long didn't see her le. so ya bye pple!

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by jessie=] @ 1:54 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

well the trip to tp wif kaixin,zhen, hend and sam was fun. alot pple last min cnt make it=(nvm bout tt. ahaha. AND for some i duno what reason i jus simply like tp. when we step into tp, their students there are like so high can. welcoming us very happily and warmly. ya went to walk ard and i got to noe more abt some of the courses tt i am interested. their cut off point is like 11 and 12 like tt!!! WTH. how can i ever get in=(

and i saw zhiyong!!! surprised tt he call me cos he didn't really coach me tt much. but nvm bout tt. so many donkey year nv see him le!!! and he told me not to to go engineering sch cos he say not gd-_-'' walk ard and went to tm after tt. not bad i found someone whom i can go shopping with next time. ONG KAI XIN!!! we hav a date girl=)

and ya. nth else interesting le. went over to nas huse. cos she's sick. so slack there. watch tv so i so like her niece can she is like so cute lar!!! AHHHH!!! i wan bring her home. LOL. no lar. jk. eating worms is YUCKY!

okok. end of my boring post. i am starting work tmr! wondering how it will be like=)

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by jessie=] @ 8:34 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

yeah ytd went to watch the c girls match wif phs! it was reallt interesting can. first match phs won, second our sch won and third match phs won again. but it's really a very good fight! last time we coukd nv do tt and now our junior can even win them for one match! i am really very proud of them! i believe they can beat phs one day! it's ok we didn't win this time round u girls still have next year to fight again! jiayou for the following match ya! i will be proud of u all!!! really!!! i was practically like screaming and cheering all the way wif pearlyn and after tt mrs goh came too. really a very match and after tt follow the coach back to sch cos they are having sec one selection. help out lo. the coach upgraded himself as well as the way he introduced himself and stuff. really so fun. mabel and sinyee came back to help too. crap wif mabel and seeing those junior run ard during the game was really fun! the coach intro me as old girl-_-'' i am still quite young can. haha. and ya overall i enjoyed myself ytd. won't be able to go back tt often in future le but i will sure miss them and i want to wish all b and c girls all the best for their northzone competiton. top 4! i believe u all can do it de=)

well nth else interesting happened, and will be gg to tp ltr. i duno why but i jus like tp. LOL.

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by jessie=] @ 10:00 AM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

a family is no longer one when there is no trust.
recording conversation as a proof?
for what as a proof in court?
why mus things turn out this way?
treating me like b4 but not the same for people i love is the same as treating me like the way u treat them.
sad. disappointed.
why must things turn out this way?
dun tell me even kinship is not forever?
i am begining to doubt abt what pple say like family will always be behind u no matter.
i used to believe in tt.
but facts haven proven it otherwise=(

the only happy thing is tt it's mummy badae. but yet sad things still happen.

no matter how much i wish to forget, there are some things which i can't forget.

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by jessie=] @ 9:23 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

oh. great went back to sch today wif sw and hend. main purpose to visit the tcher and secondly to play vb of cos. what other reason can make me feel like gg back to sch. the only tcher i know and talk to are ms ang and ms nora. oh great i can say tt i miss them alot can. i miss ms ang eng lesson! i believe she made our class change alot. i miss the vb times wif ms nora. the days when she was still our vb tcher i/c. yes yes, she scolded us and stuff but i still love her can. she scolded us the first time she saw us. and this is how it's goes.

after a day of tough training...

coach: ur new tcher i/c ms nora wants to talk to u all.

us: gd morning ms nora(training was in the morning at tt time)

ms nora: i saw the way u all train jus now. and i want to say tt u all have BITCHY ATTITUDE!!!

us: GASP! open our mouth wide

LOL. tt's roughly how it's goes and we were like. WTH. scold us like tt???

but ya. in the end she was the one who guided us along our sec sch life. made us grow into the girls we are today. i will miss the first camp we had. only us, as in the pioneer vb girls and her! it was the sweetest ever! i believe she taught us alot of things and also gave us alot of sweet memories! thank you ms nora!!!

us during our first camp!

okok. enough of the past. i think only vb girl will know this feeling. i seriously do miss them. i really do.

and went to played vb! there are so many sec 1. and the c and b division are preparing for the northzone competition. all the best to them! it's ok if we can't win. do ur very best and it's ok le=) sweet! i will pray for u pple!

coach let me play wif the b division. ok they are training the c girls. i was happy tt i get to play. but i was also very scared can. i am afraid tt i can't play well. i am afraid tt i can't jump and spike. ok i know i can't do tt all thw while. but all thnx to tammie!!! my new found fren. she has been my junior for years but dun really know her well, but surprisingly she kept talking to me and she sure made me feel less nervous. thnx u girl! and all thnx to cerelia i got a blueblack-_-'' she step on my leg REAL HARD. LOL.

end of game and we won. but i didn't really touch the ball tt many time. i still prefer my team mates. but it's not tt i dun like them kks. jus not tt comfortable. but thnx anw! for letting play again. i miss the game, training and scolding. i really do. i know tt i dread getting scolded last time but i still miss them!

and and and...

i am not gg to stop there, so dun worry. haha

jessie is gg to work! will there be more complaints from me in future? i duno

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by jessie=] @ 10:02 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

have u ever seen someone using a shower cap as a subsitute for umbrella? i have nv, so i am pretty amused. and and and...

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by jessie=] @ 10:32 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

wednesday was the first day of sch for many pplexceptt for those slackers like the sec 4 waiting for their o's result and the j2 waiting for their a's results. and happily cc, sw and me are classified under those slackers=) actually nth to be happy abt. LOL. ya. but we were not exactly that slack lar, we went to the gym!!! GYM u noe. and we wanted to exercise. ok, actually for me i want to lose some weight. haha. but tt cc leh she actually told me she doesn't hav to lose weight *BISH* ENVY. lol. we ran, cycle and did some other stuff and i sure did burn off some calories=) and i still rmb tt cc and me were saying tt we want to eat curry chicken in sch ltr when we were running. LOL. and ya we went back to sch to hav our lunch but sadly no curry chicken so we ate chicken rice. YUMMY! i kinda miss sch food can. ok i noe i keep talking abt food. haha. can't help it, this habit of eating is what i cultivated during my stay at home=x and we played vb! shiok. i love it! can't wait to go back again. i want to train wif them, perspire, shout and be smelly! i miss being smelly can. LOL. but i am still practically rotting home-_-''

but went out today to watch curse of the golden flower wif edwin. and mao called it curse of the cauliflower. Lol. not bad i would say. like the way they act but i am kinda blur abt why those things happen. if anyone noes pls explain them to me! haha.

and now who would believe me if i say that man will break their voice for the second time? someone actually believe me! wahahahaha.
let's clap and welcome the second ah du............................ edwin ong! hahaha

i am glad tt cc is not MIA. u are treasured and loved=)
i am glad tt sw is strong. u are treasured and loved too=)
i am glad tt jessie is enjoying her life. u are treasured and loved too=) LOL

<3>

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by jessie=] @ 10:13 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i believe the start of a new year means forgetting abt the sad past and have a great new start!

and ytd was pretty eventfully! and of cos fun i will say. first in the morning was outing to sentosa wif the clique pple. only 11 could make it b'cos the rest of working=( but nvm. it was fun! haha. we were suppose to meet at 10 but ya quite expected there will be pple who are late so left for sentosa at abt nearly 11. i realised tt the last when i saw them was during the prom. SO long already can. so we chat chat AND chat on our journey there. sweet! and i do miss them. and yes finally we reach there. and zhen and yew went to buy a mat for us to rest. MR NICE GUYS ok. and ya played volleyball and off we went to play monkey in the water. FUN! it has been abt a year since i went to sentosa. BUT the sand black black de make until my shorts like so dirty. haha. some of them attempt to swim across to the other side and they made it=D

and yes the clique pple who went to sentosa. dun nid name out ba. haha. wif julie and charis taking photo for us! *hend is busy i duno doing what so he is not in the pic

and ya these 2 are our photogrpher for the day cos u will seldom see them in the picture.

all the guys and nas trying to be like a sealion? errr. i oso duno. haha

and yes i caught them red handed!!! dun like tt ma=x

in the process of trying to bury NINGSI!!! everybody put in effort kks. haha

and yes we have done it. the blue blue thing is a bottle cap and it kinda represent ningsi's belly button=x and ya a stick wif leave was put on top for some i duno what reason! haha

our sandy lady! she is actually wearing a BLACK shirt and look at the color now. GOSH!

and ya it's me and charis! the sudden urge to self shot and ya there it is. haha.

the girls! i am oso there but taking photo ya. haha. we were abt to leave sentosa already!

and yes catching up wif my 2 great buddies about our old times. LOL. the queue was like SUPER DUPER long and when we like reach the front we realised tt we could hav jus went infront cos we are int he wrong line. call us sk or whatever but ya. i duno what to say. haha

and and yes i seriously enjoyed the morning and afternoon because of !19! thnx u so much pple. and my apologies! for not being able to go wif u pple for the steamboat but i believe u pple enjoy urself=D so no more pictures for the day=(

after parting wif the clique i went over to city hall to meet my COUSINS! recah there like say half and hour b4 our meeting time and yes i waited for the rest to reach. and finally my bro reached! and to my surprise my younger cousin ROY came along too. i thought he won't be coming cos he was suppose to have a camp or sth like tt. BUT he came bcos he wanted to countdown wif us cousins. sweet=) and yes waited for the rest to reach and off we went to cafe cartel to have our dinner!

feeling satisfied after our dinner. one of my cousin haven reach and the other is not in town. liting, me and sherlyn

yes it's us again. we simply love to take photo can. haha.

darling roy!, me, sherlyn and liting! see out family jus love to take photo even when we are on the escalator. my bro is the one taking all the photo. so ya. he's not in the pic.

AND AND AND! the network was super sucky ytd lo. could not contact my other cousin who was meeting us ltr. we kept calling her cos we were all worried abt her cos she was all alone! gosh. i guess if it's me i will be like so i want to go home. we all sent her the same msg abt out meeting point but she didn't receive it. and in the end my bro thought of a idea maybe the network ard this area is jam so he tried to call my auntie in hope tt she will be able to call my cousin. and in the end it work! we told my auntie abt out meeting place and ask her to help us call her and in the end IT WORK. we managed to meet her like say 15 min b4 the countdown. and we went to count down and watched the firework

and yes the firework. the nicest photo i can find among all those my bro took.

my bro and roy.

and yes the girls=) all are present le. taken after we found my cousin. love them=D

went back after and surprisingly it was not tt crowded at the platform. maybe we are ealy ba. went to paya lebar and my cousins dad brought us to some where in geylang to have nasi lemak. it was nice. i know eating at this time will sure secure me of a few additional kgs. BUT i dun care le lar. haha. and after tt my uncle sent us home. thanks to him tt we got home at abt 2 plus if not i guess it will even be ltr. and roy stayed over at my huse cos his sister was sleeping at my huse too. yeahness. dead tired ytd so only updating today and today was pretty boring so nth much to say but jus HAPPY NEW YEAR !

i hope and pray for a peaceful year ahead for my frens and myself=)

to my dear fren!

i rmb ningsi once told me

dun cry b'cos it's over

but smile bcos it was once urs.

i feel loved thanks to my fren=)

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by jessie=] @ 3:44 PM