Friday, October 30, 2009
seriously i feel like scolding bibi's fav phrase nowadays!
THE KNNBCCB.
i got a freaking D for environment! i came school for the WHOLE DAY, did my work, asked question, did my rj and everything. but due to some technical hitch my rj was not submitted and i got a D. can i drop this module! this is my worst module so far! C,C,B,D. those days that i got C and D i should have just stayed home and sleep. doesn't make a differences.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
FORET ABOUT THAT
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been really thinking alot about what i want after i graduate, and i can say i am 80% determined to fly! definitely not for long, perhaps 2 years? by then i believe i should have an insight on what i really want in my life and continue studying if i am still keen. definitely don't want to just take up any degree cos that's what everybody is doing after they graduate from poly. this time round, i want to ensure that what i choose will be really what i want.
DETERMIEND.
THE KNNBCCB.
i got a freaking D for environment! i came school for the WHOLE DAY, did my work, asked question, did my rj and everything. but due to some technical hitch my rj was not submitted and i got a D. can i drop this module! this is my worst module so far! C,C,B,D. those days that i got C and D i should have just stayed home and sleep. doesn't make a differences.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
FORET ABOUT THAT
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been really thinking alot about what i want after i graduate, and i can say i am 80% determined to fly! definitely not for long, perhaps 2 years? by then i believe i should have an insight on what i really want in my life and continue studying if i am still keen. definitely don't want to just take up any degree cos that's what everybody is doing after they graduate from poly. this time round, i want to ensure that what i choose will be really what i want.
DETERMIEND.
- mali talk to me, she supported it. she even volunteer to accompany me down for interview shud i need someone! aww. I AM SO TOUCHED!!
-xav supports it too, but reminding me to take what jerald shared with me the other time SERIOUSLY.
-Qingfei supports it too! offer to intro her stewardess frens to me. reminded me not to be like her, giving it up cos her bf. i told her, good thing i have no commitments now.
-mummy say if that's what i really want. she has no objection( i hope it still stands)
was walking with mali just now and we got our presents for our angels and mortals! oh btw mine is the same person. LOL
-xav supports it too, but reminding me to take what jerald shared with me the other time SERIOUSLY.
-Qingfei supports it too! offer to intro her stewardess frens to me. reminded me not to be like her, giving it up cos her bf. i told her, good thing i have no commitments now.
-mummy say if that's what i really want. she has no objection( i hope it still stands)
was walking with mali just now and we got our presents for our angels and mortals! oh btw mine is the same person. LOL
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by jessie=] @ 12:10 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
i love the school days i am having. it's three weeks into school and i like the way it is. DEFINITELY having sufficient time for rest. went for morning training, and i am feeling so proud of myself! i have to wake up way earlier than i have to for sch, but i guess it's all worthwhile in preparation for my grading. i am starting to get kan chiong already):
anyway, the angel and mortal game among my fyp lovelies was revealed tday! it was so funny how some of us managed to guess each other's angel. seems like beam was the only who guessed it all right. NOW make a guess who's my angel!!!
IT MY DEAREST BIBI, AND I AM HER ANGEL TOO! conincidence or what HUH!!
LOVE YOU BIBI!
ok, we are gg to start another round soon with more people!
Ramalan was talking about pursuing what we want and it got me thinking again, should i try to to fly??
fly as in being an air stewardess! 
my dream was to be an air stewardess, but this dream of my was a very on and off thingy. sometimes i would really have this strong feeling that i want to be yet sometimes, it would kinda die off. HOWHOWHOW! i will be graduating in like about 3 month time! i do not want to not have an idea what i want to do after that.
FLY OR NOT TO FLY?
LOVE YOU BIBI!ok, we are gg to start another round soon with more people!
Ramalan was talking about pursuing what we want and it got me thinking again, should i try to to fly??
fly as in being an air stewardess! 
my dream was to be an air stewardess, but this dream of my was a very on and off thingy. sometimes i would really have this strong feeling that i want to be yet sometimes, it would kinda die off. HOWHOWHOW! i will be graduating in like about 3 month time! i do not want to not have an idea what i want to do after that.FLY OR NOT TO FLY?
should i go for shimamoto shihan seminar this sunday??? hmm...
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by jessie=] @ 11:03 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
FEELING FANTASTIC!!!
ok, i seriously feel as though i just removed the BIG ROCK which has been weighing on me!! really feeling so happy. you know like a cow jumping over the moon.
like this!!!
oh well, i am not cow. but you know what i mean. haha! well at least i got a definite answer, so much easier to be friends this way.
alil smug to say this but IT WILL BE YOUR LOSS!!!!! haha.
ok, i seriously feel as though i just removed the BIG ROCK which has been weighing on me!! really feeling so happy. you know like a cow jumping over the moon.
like this!!!
oh well, i am not cow. but you know what i mean. haha! well at least i got a definite answer, so much easier to be friends this way.alil smug to say this but IT WILL BE YOUR LOSS!!!!! haha.
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by jessie=] @ 11:06 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
BUSY but AWESOME!!!
last week was a busy week! preparation for the youth meet. the days we stayed back to rehearse and plan was really memorable. our hard work, was finally paid off!! we won the champion title AGAIN!!(: gotta aim to win it for the 3rd time again to keep the champion trophy!!!
the demo team with our chief instructor Philip Lee Sensei!!
RP aikido IG! heart you all to the MAXX!! with our dear instructor cheen cheen and nick!!
ALL OF US!!
my boys from serangoon country club!! thank you boys for coming down!! i believe you all enjoy the trg session!
my new scandal! when he told me what pple asked him, i was laughing like hell! first ime hearing such a rumour! we had a good time laughing man! i hope ur gf dun come after me! i still need you to be my uke for my grading!! HAHAHA!
school is pretty much the same but the people made sch life much more COLOURFUL!! LOOK FORWARD TO BREAK TIME everydayy!! HAHA. fyp has started too and it always fun because of my lovelies! hope things will work out smoothly for the last .semester! but it doesn't really seems to be the case. 2 STRAIGHT Cs for environment education. GRRR. hope things turn for the better!!!
*to my best fren, i am sorry! i don't know what else to say besides that. you how i have been feeling for the past months, u know i am not ready and u know i have always treated you as my best fren which is why i share my problems with u. I hope things will remain as it is now and in the future.
** the day when i saw you again, i think i handled it very badly. i duno how to react and i can say i must have look like a retard. the pat on my head, it stir up my emotions again. broke down during dinner when mummy ask me what's wrongs. and i definitely felt better after crying it out. it's good to know u are doing fine, seriously. i will be fine in time to come.
last week was a busy week! preparation for the youth meet. the days we stayed back to rehearse and plan was really memorable. our hard work, was finally paid off!! we won the champion title AGAIN!!(: gotta aim to win it for the 3rd time again to keep the champion trophy!!!
the demo team with our chief instructor Philip Lee Sensei!!
RP aikido IG! heart you all to the MAXX!! with our dear instructor cheen cheen and nick!!
ALL OF US!!
my boys from serangoon country club!! thank you boys for coming down!! i believe you all enjoy the trg session!
my new scandal! when he told me what pple asked him, i was laughing like hell! first ime hearing such a rumour! we had a good time laughing man! i hope ur gf dun come after me! i still need you to be my uke for my grading!! HAHAHA!school is pretty much the same but the people made sch life much more COLOURFUL!! LOOK FORWARD TO BREAK TIME everydayy!! HAHA. fyp has started too and it always fun because of my lovelies! hope things will work out smoothly for the last .semester! but it doesn't really seems to be the case. 2 STRAIGHT Cs for environment education. GRRR. hope things turn for the better!!!
*to my best fren, i am sorry! i don't know what else to say besides that. you how i have been feeling for the past months, u know i am not ready and u know i have always treated you as my best fren which is why i share my problems with u. I hope things will remain as it is now and in the future.
** the day when i saw you again, i think i handled it very badly. i duno how to react and i can say i must have look like a retard. the pat on my head, it stir up my emotions again. broke down during dinner when mummy ask me what's wrongs. and i definitely felt better after crying it out. it's good to know u are doing fine, seriously. i will be fine in time to come.
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by jessie=] @ 10:22 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i made up my mind, to delete everything. not because i hate you or anything along that line. yes the relationship failed and i am upset. but i know i have to move on, but the constant update i can have about how u are doing is bothering me. even though i know we are no longer tgt and how u are leading ur life is none of my business. yes i know, but it still affects me about how much things have changed. i hate myself for behaving like a "stalker" looking at ur fb and msn. i tried and kept telling myself not to view ur profile, but when it's so readily available, it really challenge my determination. yes i am not determined enough. the best i can do to help myself is to not know how u are doing so i wosn't always be stuck in the past. YES, accept the fact that he isn't part of my life now and i am not part of his either-
by jessie=] @ 12:15 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Hi Jessie
The SGAC has approved your grading on 22 Nov.
Do note that you will have to train regularly with Philip Lee Sensei (at least 4 sessions) and remember to get all your necessary weapon certificates and submit 2 weeks before grading. You will need to fill in an application form that you can obtain from office.
Good luck! :)
okay! i just receive the email today which confirms that i will be going this coming November grading! YEAHHH!!! am kinda excited now ok! gotta train more more and MORE. please bless me so that i can do well ok! i promise i will train hard! (:
will be $450 bucks poorer! but nvm! i believe it's a worthwhile investment. HAHA.
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by jessie=] @ 11:49 PM
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
ok! it's a mass revamp! CREDITS TO MALI! many thanks to NINGSI for the previous one. just decided i should get it changed. was contemplating if i should delete my blog but then again, it holds lots of memories for me! all the way from my secondary school life. decided to keep it in the end. i guess it will definitely brings back lots of memory when i read it back 10 years later, how much i have grow and my life from secto poly and so on...the new semester have just started, a new beginning hopefully for everything! but apprantly thing didn't really turn out well on the first day of school! sherm and teechin broke their collar bone while we were practicing for our demo. felt guilty that they got injured cos i didn't object when we decided to roll over 6 and 7 obstacles! i mean i know it's dangerous but i didn't object!): now it's only 1 week into their ADL and they have to be recuperting from their injury. HAIS. wasn't in any mood for the training. accompanied them down to TTSH and their dad were already. both of them expected what their parents would say and their dad said the exact same thing! seems like they realy understand their dad well. JUST HOPE BOTH OF YOU RECOVER SOON ALRIGHT!
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by jessie=] @ 9:42 PM
