Sunday, August 28, 2005
... upate 2 tym but nv show... aiyo... freakin me men... wrote so many things but cnt be seen... but oso cnt rmb much bout wat i wrote le... oni can rmb wat i wrote ytd... ytd was our match against dunman... our junior win de overall... but 4 de b'gal we lost got 3 match we oni won 1 of dem... so sad... and even b4 de match everybody was sayin tat we sure lose de... they are chung cheng pple and lyk tat say their sch mates... wat kind of pple r they...our skills are not veri gd coz we dun hav senior and therefore no better paring parnter wat... den how de hell can we improve lyk tat... those pple juz open their mouth and start their mean comments about us... but did they ever think how much effort we hav put in for our trainin... they will nv noe and will understand... thought i am quite immume bout it... but it still saddens me to hear pple lyk tat say... wat de... nvm... dun care bout dem... lyk their cca veri gd lyk tat... bu jian de... equally not gd oso de wat... fed up men... ytd match i oni played 4 1 match coz de coach say i veri long nv come le... den got 1 ball i spike and got pt... but de coach say: my cap until now still duno how to jump and spike... but i realli juz duno ma... wat u wan me do... once i jump den my spiking no strength de... not say when i nv jump den veri gd... but at leat when i nv jump better den when i got jump wat... argh!!! but i wana quit vb le... i realli dun lyk de feelin when i go 4 trainin nowadays... it's realli stressful and i feel so unhappy... but again who can understand... telll u tat i wan quit u oso dun believe me... haiZ... no 1 can understand y i wan quit de... coz they r not in my shoe... but den i will feel veri sry 4 ms nora... she say b4 she send me 4 so many courses and obs is coz she hope tat i will develope leadership skills and lead de team... but when i can't even jump and spike how to lead de team... argh.... smt i realli feel so terrible... hate my stupid coach... though i vow tat i wan improve my vb skills... but i juz dun seems to be improving ever since i got dungue... after i got dengue and go back trainin... my skills kinda sux to core... hack care...even u dun believe me...
i am kinda stupid to make a wish tat will nv come true... it's lyk so near yet so far... so possible yet so impossible... ANGELS wher r u??? come out will u!!!
- aiyo... wat's wrong
by jessie=] @ 12:56 PM
