Tuesday, March 14, 2006

went shopping wif my mun today... oh my saw so many things wanted to buy end up oni bought 1 shorts... but nvm... i like tt... den mum was toking to me say mux study hard... tt's wat she have been saying since duno when.. haha... den ask me to concentrate on my studies whole heartly... den she goes'' sth maybe make u veri sad but life hav to go on... no point keep thinking about it'' i was like shocked... how she noe one... i oni rmb telling her tt i broke off wif him le... and i thought i looked happy when i was telling her tt... nvm bout tt... wat she made alot sense to me... though my frens hav been telling me all tis while... but sad to say.. i noe it make sense too... but carrying it out in action will be veri difficult... and duno wat's wrong wid tis world... suddenly all my frens ard me seems so sad when i am trying veri hard to stay happy... hais... wat wrong wif tis fucking world har... make everybody so sadd... family prob, and some duno wat prob make pple so sad... stupid lar... can't u make pple happy instead har... can u hear me anot... whoever asde one making all de pple ard me so sad... cast family aside if they r hurting u... and de other one duno wat's wrong wif u... juz wana tell all my frens who r feeling sad.. cheer up alrite... in a way or another when u all r sad and when u show it out it will affect ur frens ard u who care for u... be like me... sad oso try not to show it out... not trying to say i veri wei da or ant... but i noe if i am sad i will affect my frens mood oso de... so i will try my veri best not to show it out.. i hav learnt a lesson... ignoring facts doesn't change facts... so we hav to learn to face de cruel reality no matter how difficult issit.. and i will start learning... no matter how difficult issit i will learn it de... i swaer to learn it!!!

- learnt sth
by jessie=] @ 10:52 PM