Friday, March 10, 2006
oh... great i am back here wif a duno how to describe feeling... i am great isn't it... well... i noe it's lame but tt's really juz how i am feelin... =( i hav alot of qns in my head and i nid ans to tis these qns... which kind soul in this world dun mind ansing my qns??? nah... there is no such kind soul in tis world... coz in reality it's cruel... pple care oni for their survival and they dun care for de others... guy juz simply enjoy making promises to gals and oni to break de gal heart by breaking de promises he made... wt*... y can't tis world be any kinder... dun make pple suffer... let us all lead our life happily wif no prob or watsoeva... i nv felt any better... thought my new bunch of fren r all so bubbly n cheerful... whenever i am wif dem iwill oso feel veri happy... but once i part wif dem and when i am alone at home... i can't feel any sadder... i will think and i really mean anyhow think... i will let my mind run wild... think of all de damn negative things and start to build a water fountain... great isn't it... and i noe it's not possible for us to be together de... dun waste ur time on a gal like me... i believe there r alot of better gal out there waiting for u... u dun hav to be a fool for me... if i were to accept u i will be juz making use of u to forget him... and i think it's really suckyof me if i eva do tt... i will hate myself for doing such a stupid thing... coz i will cause pple to be sad like tt... i will be causing u to be sad n nth else... so spend ur time on other gal who r so much better den me... u r my great fren whom i can confine... a really great fren so can we juz remain de way we r now... isn't it gd tis way... coz once we r more den frens and ant goes wrong... i will hate u... s when we r frens all these will not happen de... i treasure u as my fren... really... dun spend time on useless gal like me alrite... and i think u hav got some else le... gd luck to u... i will try my best to get over u... i will de... but i juz noe tt i am terribly sad now... terribly!!! juz like someone rubbing salt on my wound... de pain is killing me... really killing me... i am gg to be drown in pain... and like i say there r no kind soul in tis world who will help me... or rather they r not able to help me... crap... i hav crap alot... and i am hoping better... hope tt i am really feeling better...-
by jessie=] @ 10:37 PM
