Thursday, March 16, 2006
well ytd went out to celebrate sw and fan fan belated badae... was kinda fun in de beginning... went to catch the date movie was practiacally laughing throughout de whole movie la... haha... tt part was fun... den after tt shop shop a while den wei lun had to go cos got tuition den followed by fa fan and shuting... den after waited for hend and yew to meet us... den after tt was when de prob started... sw was like obviously toking to cc bout me... cos i heard it and their action was like so obvious la... den became like veri wat like tt... dun feel like toking den juz kept quiet lor... forget it... mao, yew and hend was cute la... they sms me when we were gg back and they were juz like a few seats away from me oni... lol... but thnx pple for ur concern... i am fine... sw called me after tt and ask me wat's wrong den realised tt it was nth serious act afterall... so nvm le... haha... now tok abit bout today ba... woke up de earliest so far during holiday... haha... went bladding wif my bro... omg... i like since last year till now nv blade le... so i took some time to get myself balanced... and my bro was pulled out by me... hehe... he was cycling... den we decided to yishun park... once i get into yishun park haven blabe for 1 few meters i duno wat's wrong wif my leg... it crossed and there go my butt kissing de floor hard... i was like OMG... so pain la... nearly cried out... but didn't in de end... sat in de middle of de pathway for so long until i dun feel so pain den i got up... continued bladding... went up de slope... great i did it... but when we went down de slope... =_=" i think i got speed phobia... i told my bro when we were about to go down to help me cos i am veri scared... so he tried to... he hold on to my hand and tried to stop me... i am stopping but my blade didn't stop la... it continued moving and there go my butt again kissing de floor hard... omg... tt's not de worse my bro was cycling beside and his bike wheel nearly went over me la... omg... but it brushed against my skin la... and i hav bruises...=( so pain la... and my butt worse... kiss de floor so many time... aiyo... den i switch wif my bro... he blade back and i cycle back... come back den study wif sw lor... den sw alitle hyper today den nth interesting le... and great i am a jerk... a total jerk... juz wat am i suppose to do... i dun wish to make use of pple i treasure esp when they r frens whom i can tok to like some bosom pals... u can oways move on dun make urself sad over a jerk... it's juz not worth it... seriously not.. i duno u maybe... but to everybody else it's oso not worth it... juz wat kinda jerk i am... some time i seriously hate myself... i oni make pple sad... what de f***ing hell.. i really duno wat am i suppose to do... i dun wish to hurt anybody cos i dun like de feeling of being hurt...- pain!
by jessie=] @ 6:17 PM
