Sunday, November 26, 2006
I AM BORED!!! bored to death at home can. well today was early spring cleaning??? actually no lar it is jus tt i cnt stand my room being so messy so i decided to clean up my room. and after tt! ahhhh!!! GREAT SENSE OF SATISFACTION!!! it finally look like a normal girl room. i bet my mum will say that. she oways say tt my room is so messy as though it's for pig to stay!! mean isn't it. but cc gave me a new name and it's PIH HO. so doesn't it make me a pig??? ok i noe it's total crap but like i said i am BORED!!!i have thought of things to do when i am staying home wif mummy. i shall rent some shows back and watch them whole day!!! hohoho. it's gg to be so shiok can. can't wait for that.
memories flow back when i was tidying my room. both sad and happy ones.first i saw a birthday card. it was probably chuck aside by the MEAN MEat tt time. it was from one of my uncle. not blood related one of cos. those blood related one can see them nearly every week. he was one of those uncle who was working in pula ubin when i was still a young girl. did i mention before that i was staying in pula ubin when i was young??? nvm, i shall jus say abit. cos my parents were working so it was my DEAR grandma who look after me when i was young and there was 2 uncle who espaciallylook after us. one i still maintain contact wif until now. but one, i lost contact wif him abt 2 years back!!! i miss those days when i would run over to his work place and make a mess of it. i still rmb tt i used to teach him those handi craft i learnt in sch and hang it all over his work place. even though he is working he nv failed to accompany us whenever me and my bro go over to his work place. sometimes we would go over to his place make a mess in his room. i still rmb tt he make a bow and arrow himself to let us play bcos sometimes we have nothing to do!!! so nice of him isn't it. i really miss those days when ride us ard pula ubin in his bike! i oso rmb tt i used to keep a puppy at my grandma huse. but it was run over by some1. i was so sad at tt time can!! he was oso the one who brought me to burried it=( after tt my grandma bought a toy puppy for him cos i was veri sad at tt time. bcos my bro and me were de oni 2 kids there all those uncles there very sayang us de!!! i SERIOUSLY miss those days=(
i realised how childish i was last time. getting angry over the slightest matter and vent my anger by scribbling on paper. when i was readng back i realised many things could hav been prevented if i coulf think more rationally. but no matter what we have gotta learn to move on isn't it. i love my life the way it is now, wif the company of my frens!
one lesson learnt: we have to learn to let go of the past b4 a chapter of our life can begin!
dun cry over what happen ytd but face tmr with a smile!
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by jessie=] @ 1:44 PM
