Friday, May 18, 2007

things are just not right. everythings seems to be wrong. am i too sensetive??? i think too much??? i read too much into people's words???



AHHHH. WHATEVER IT IS LIFE IS JUST SO wrong!


i said i would laugh my troubles away if i ever have any, but this time it seems so difficult.


a gd fren lost:( i feel terrible, u are the only close friend i have in RP. u should know that well, if not i would not go to u when i have problems, i would not tell u abt my stuff. that listening ear seems to be gone and worst still that person seems to have disappear. am i all alone in RP? i have a feeling the big fat YES is flying straight into my face. if u are my close friends, u people should know that i HATE it when pple show me attitude for no apparant reason. i did not offend you so i don't expect to be treated that way. if u are feeling moody or whatsoever u can ramble to me for all u want and i will listen but just don't ever show me those attitude. I JUST DON'T LIKE IT and i am very sure I DON'T DESERVE THEM EITHER. i have not cried for a LONG LONG time, and the last time i cried over a friend was when i was in sec 2? tt's the most serious case i ever remember. i HATE being so emo and i don't like to feel emo. the feeling is just not good. it seriously SUCKS. can i just continue laughing like nobody business. shit.

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by jessie=] @ 9:10 PM